Friday, January 11, 2008
i FEEL SO SAD AND HURT BY MY PARENTS WORDS!
HAD DINNER WITH THEM AND SAID TO THEM THAT I HAVE FLEAMARKET TML. AND THEY SAY," FLEAMARKET AGAIN? WHO'S PAYING THE RENT? THAT TIME YOUR FLEAMARKET DIDNT EEN GET ANY PROFITS. FOR WHAT U DO IT AGAIN?"
WHY THE HELL DID THEY SAY THOSE WORDS!$^&%*&^*(&(*I FEEL SO HURT BY THOSE WORDS! WHY CANT THEY JUST GIVE ME THEIR SUPPORT? FOR JUST ONCE. IT WILL BE ENOUGH. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SAY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL IT FEELS LIKE THEY HAD STABBED ME IN THE HEART AND KEEP STABBING IT TILL IT BLEEDS? WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT? WHY THEY CANT BE LIKE NORMAL PARENTS? AND WHEN I REACTED BY SHOWING MY ANGER, THEY CAN STILL SAY WHY I HAVE MOOD SWINGS AND ATTITUDE TOWARDS THEM. WANNA KNOW WHY I ATTITUDE TOWARDS THEM? ITS BECAUSE OF THE THINGS THAT THEY SAY?
HAVE THEY EVER THINK ABOUT HOW I FEEL WHEN THEY SAID THAT? HAVE THEY EVER? THEY ONLY WANT TO THINK WHAT'S BEST FOR ME. I KNOW, THEY ARE CONCERN ABOUT MY WELL-BEING BUT THEY DONT HAVE TO DO THAT TO A CERTAIN EXTEND THAT I FEEL REALLY HURT. I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT FROM ME. I HAVE REALLY DONE MY BEST IN MY STUDIES. I'VE MADE THEM PROUD. THE ONLY THING THAT I ASK FROM THEM IS JUST TO SUPPORT ME IN WHATEVER THAT I AM DOING NOW AND ALSO AFTER I GRADUATE.
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD DAUGHTER. NEVER REBELLIOUS. ALWAYS LISTEN TO WHAT THEY SAY. SELDOM TALK BACK TO THEM. HAIZ...
NOW I HAVE NO MOOD FOR THE FLEAMARKET TML. ALL BECAUSE OF THEM. =(
Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 9:09 PM