Sunday, January 27, 2008

Updates

Tuesday

Had A/c Chpt 5 & 6 quiz in which our whole group dont even know how to do cos we do not know the material well.

After a/c lesson went out with Khai to Bugis. Ate at this place that I've never eaten before. Then walk ard then go home.

Wednesday

Did space planning project after my lecture. Didnt manage to finish it cos all of us have something on after 4. Like Hui Ting have work, Jas have CDS and as for me, I have to teach tuition.

Thursday

Was trying to rush to do the space planning project cos Mdm Boey wants to see our bubble diagram. Still cannot finish them cos we have things to do after school. And still have to rush for the Fire project. I stayed in school until 8 pm to edit the AutoCAD drawings. Luckily Hazwani accompanied me at the lab. Oh yah. Went to Bedok South Sec for the JAE. Hmm...overall at that school no dramatic reaction after the results were out. Sadly...

Friday

Actually was supposed to go out with Syaz to Sim Lim to find the laptop protector. But the planned was cancelled cos I have not completed the fire project. Then at 4 I went off for tuition. So damn tired that when I was teaching my 2nd student, I nearly fell asleep. LOL.

Saturday

A ctually I dont know what to do abt this situation. The reason I kept quiet and give in was because I felt confused. I dont want to take sides and thats the reason I kept quiet. COS I dont want to be invovlved in this argument.

And I felt sick and tired of the arguments. Both of u cannot even see each other. I dont know why. But cant both of u just forget abt the past and start anew? Is it so difficult?

And its always Haz and I that get involve in this. Its tiring. And Im sorry that I dragged all of u to City Hall.

Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 3:48 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Back to blog!!!

Monday

School as usual.Had chocolate cravings so went to buy M&Ms. Went home and bought chocolate biscuit cos I just feel like eating chocolate-y foods.

Tuesday

School again. Had Air-Con lesson where the group of us didnt even listen to our group member who was supposed to teach us the topic. Dont really understand the topic. Sianz...And to satisfy my chocolate cravings, I bought cakes from the Royals...So nice...but fattening. And whatever who cares.

Wednesday

My chocolate craving was satisfied when I ate the donuts that my sis bought the day before. I think I ate 3 of them. And I feel fat! Damn!

Had 2 tuitions. One is a new tuition assignment. Taught Afzal's classmate. And Afzal warned me that his classmate is very naughty and Afzal's mom also warned me of this boy. And furthermore, my student keep saying bad things about his classmate that I feel like backing out from teaching the new boy tuition. LOL. And Afzal asked me to be more strict to him and his mom asked me to scold the boy and her son if they are naughty. Wahahaha

So after teaching my student, I went to the boy's home. The name's Firdaus. When I reached his house and I looked at Firdaus...So cute...so fat and chubby and he dont look like a primary 4 student. He looked like a pri 2 student. And he dont look like a naughty kid.

I guess looks can be deceiving huh?So I try to act like I'm fierce in which I think that I'm not. And its tiring to act fierce. So the kid was ok but he started to show that his naughtiness towards the end of one and a half hour of lesson. I guess from the next lesson onwards I cannot give him face.

Thursday

Had Space Planning in the morning where we were given our project.Then had an hour break before my Air Con lesson. Went to the bookshop to buy some stuff and for me a Kit Kat. Yes, again I am eating chocolate. Wahahaha.

Air Con lesson was great. Jasline crashed the tutorial and Hui Ting joined my group as her group was short of ppl so nobody in her group taught topic 7. Had great fun laughing and crapping. Furthermore with someone who likes to crap a lot like Fayyadh makes the group a noisy bunch.

Then after school met Khai and walked ard Tamp. Cos the time that we meet was very short, we cannot go to places like Bugis or somewhere further. Ate dinner at Qi Ji and continue to walk ard and sat outside TM talking.

Friday

Napfa day!!!! Wahahaha

Space Planning lesson started at 9 but I reached school at 9.30 cos of the bus!!!Stupid 69 was so full and so little that a lot of TP students were stuck at opposite the condo bustop.

Then after space planning went to meet Syaz to configure the wireless for her laptop. Then went to Tamp Int to put concession for my card. Went back home to take some stuffs. And then rushed back to school to have lunch with Xinyu and her friends. After lunch followed her to the library and Hazwani came and followed her to cheers to buy Pokka tea. Then I had to rush to LT 40 for the Career Seminar.

Then after the Career Seminar, had to rush to Sports Complex for NAPFA.

The stupid NAPFA. I failed a lot of stations. I only passed my sit and reach and sit-up. And surprisingly, I can jog nearly 3/4 of my 2.4 km run even though I failed by 1+ mins. Yeay.

And thanks to Syaz for lending me her shoes.

So after NAPFA met Khai again. Cos he cannot go out with me on Saturday so met him on Friday and ate KFC.

The funny thing is that, I just burned my fats and I ate KFC after that. NVM. Can exercise again. And I think I should continue to jog. Cos I feel great.

Saturday
My whole body is aching because of NAPFA. I didnt even sleep well last nite. Damn. Got lots of things to do. Sian...

Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 10:02 AM

Friday, January 11, 2008

i FEEL SO SAD AND HURT BY MY PARENTS WORDS!

HAD DINNER WITH THEM AND SAID TO THEM THAT I HAVE FLEAMARKET TML. AND THEY SAY," FLEAMARKET AGAIN? WHO'S PAYING THE RENT? THAT TIME YOUR FLEAMARKET DIDNT EEN GET ANY PROFITS. FOR WHAT U DO IT AGAIN?"

WHY THE HELL DID THEY SAY THOSE WORDS!$^&%*&^*(&(*I FEEL SO HURT BY THOSE WORDS! WHY CANT THEY JUST GIVE ME THEIR SUPPORT? FOR JUST ONCE. IT WILL BE ENOUGH. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SAY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN UNTIL IT FEELS LIKE THEY HAD STABBED ME IN THE HEART AND KEEP STABBING IT TILL IT BLEEDS? WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT? WHY THEY CANT BE LIKE NORMAL PARENTS? AND WHEN I REACTED BY SHOWING MY ANGER, THEY CAN STILL SAY WHY I HAVE MOOD SWINGS AND ATTITUDE TOWARDS THEM. WANNA KNOW WHY I ATTITUDE TOWARDS THEM? ITS BECAUSE OF THE THINGS THAT THEY SAY?

HAVE THEY EVER THINK ABOUT HOW I FEEL WHEN THEY SAID THAT? HAVE THEY EVER? THEY ONLY WANT TO THINK WHAT'S BEST FOR ME. I KNOW, THEY ARE CONCERN ABOUT MY WELL-BEING BUT THEY DONT HAVE TO DO THAT TO A CERTAIN EXTEND THAT I FEEL REALLY HURT. I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT FROM ME. I HAVE REALLY DONE MY BEST IN MY STUDIES. I'VE MADE THEM PROUD. THE ONLY THING THAT I ASK FROM THEM IS JUST TO SUPPORT ME IN WHATEVER THAT I AM DOING NOW AND ALSO AFTER I GRADUATE.

I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD DAUGHTER. NEVER REBELLIOUS. ALWAYS LISTEN TO WHAT THEY SAY. SELDOM TALK BACK TO THEM. HAIZ...

NOW I HAVE NO MOOD FOR THE FLEAMARKET TML. ALL BECAUSE OF THEM. =(

Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 9:09 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Monday

School as usual. Morning lesson so damn boring because of the lecturer.

Tuesday

I didn't attend my APEL lesson cos I woke up late. Then had lunch with Khai at KFC. Then Air- Con test was OKAY except for ques 2 in which I cant do.

Wednesday

Actually, I was supposed to go for BMSS lecture at 11 but then I didnt go cos I have to print the FMF project that was due at 12p.m. As all the free access lab was occupied by classes, I decided to go to I-Zone to print BUT the stupid computers that have printers connected to it will not let me log in. So I have to wait for a vacant comp then I can print. And because of that I ended up missing a lecture!

After handing up the project, went to meet Hazwani. Went TM and we decide to catch a movie. Watched National Treasure. Nice movie really nice. With the puzzles, adventure, comedy and heart-stopping action all in one movie. There was never a dull scene or a scene that u think will make the movie too draggy.

After the movie, I had to go for tuition. It was refreshing to see my student again. Though he can be a pain in the neck at times. =)

After tuition, I hang around TM to wait for Syaz to finish her CDS. Bought perfume and a dress. COs ISETAN got sale and a nice dress was on sale so I bought it.

Actually, I'm not supposed to spend. But whatever. I love to shop and I love to good bargains. Rushed back home to take my IC for my BTT. Then rushed to CDC there. And I passed my BTT! Woohoo!

Thursday

TP Open House starts today!! Jane, Jasline and me were given LOA to attend the IBT booth. A new experience for me as for the past 2 years that I am in TP, I have been an I-Guide. So my experience for this yr is different as I have to stay at the booth and tell visitors more about my course. In which I think I did a bad job cos I dont really know what my course is about. Okay. Actually I know what my course is about but the thing is, its difficult to explain it to the visitors.

Now so tired. Go home still have to take care of my nephew cos my mom's sick and my dad's sleeping, and my sis not home yet. SO now I'm so damn tired lah!

Tml still have OPen House and Saturday is Fleamarket. Haiz...this week is hectic. And I'm graduating soon! I'm feeling sad bout it.=(

Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 7:45 PM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Yesterday, after school went out with Khai to Plaza Singapura. And I want to say thank you to him for giving me a lot of ideas for my business. If I have the time, I will really use the ideas. Seriously.

And I feel very lethargic. Dont know why. I feel very very sleepy. And I still have to do lots and lots of things. And somemore next week is the fleamarket. I feel very overwhelmed by all the things now. Like business. Feeling quite stressed out cos I have so many thing not completed. I hope that I can get the items completed by this weekend.

Tired. Weary. Lethargic. Exhausted. Sleepy.

Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 4:39 PM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!

I know its alittle late but nvm.

Monday was the New Year's Eve. Had a half day. Actually more of only 1 hour of lesson. Then when I was walking at concourse level, accidentally bumped into Hazwani and Zakiah. So then I decided to crash their lecture and I was a distraction to them because I keep talking. LOL.

Then after school, Hazwani and I went to Geylang Serai market there to have our lunch and we met with a not so normal lady who talked to us. And we just nod our heads and felt a little bit uncomfortable. Xinyu came and had her lunch and then we head to her house to hang around.

Went there, talked a lot, laughed a lot. And I got a scolding from my mom cos I want to go and watch the fireworks with them! Haiz...they can go watch and I can't. It's so unfair!

But nvm. Then for dinner, we went to the hawker centre near Xinyu's house and ate satay. I practically blurted out a lot of feelings. About my parents not supporting me in becoming a teacher and setting up a business. But I had a really great time though I didnt get to go and see the fireworks. =(

Yesterday was a boring day. Actually, I thought of doing my BCM project but ended up not doing it cos it's practically a holiday so I have no mood to do my project.

Slack around and now I'm in school...BORING! I'm supposed to do project but I have no mood again! Have to start doing it then.

Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 1:06 PM