Thursday, September 20, 2007
Hahaha...my dad's in my room rite now...know what he's doing? Getting interested in one of my little projects for my biz venture...hahaha...it's a rare ocassion that he came into my room...so funny...i mean, i was here sleepy and he was trying to figure out something...and i was like thinking...why is he interested? And I know another reason is that he is a very inquisitive man...like to know what I am doing and all that...trying to make a father-daughter bonding...haha...but seriously...sometimes it doesnt work cos im living in my own dreamland and he is in his own world...but whatever...I mean i also go shopping with him cos my mom hates shopping while he, a man loves to shop as much as a woman does...
But whatever it is, I love my family...And they tend to come up with the wackiest ideas that they can think of...like my sis, she has too many ideas that sometimes she cant even accomplish it...haha...and my dad has a lot of ideas too...mainly creative and artistic ones...both of them, my sis and dad, can draw very well...while my mom, she loves to cook and sew stuffs...and me...well...I love to make accessories...I guess it runs in the family, working and using our hands and stuffs to make creative things...
And one more thing, I realise that I tend to make lame jokes and talking crap...and guess what? It runs in the family...haha...my dad, mom ,sis and in fact my nephew and my bro-in-law love to talk crap and crack lame jokes...haha...cos just the other day I said to my sis..." No wonder I also make lame jokes...the whole family loves to crap and make lame jokes." Haha...and she laughed at my sentence cos she can see the truth in it!!Haha...
Btw...I always have this feeling of distrust for someone...I dont know, I just cant kick off that feeling...Is it paranoia? Or is it a woman's intuition? Cos I feel that there is something wrong somewhere but the thing is i dont know where...Hmm...trying to kick off this feeling and trying to trust that person more...but sometimes, I just cant trust people...It's quite difficult for me to trust other people...because I am afraid that if I give my 100% trust to that person, I am afraid that one day that person might betray me and it will hurt me...So...sometimes i feel that its better not to give a person your 100% trust cos you'll never know if one day that person might betray you and furthermore, you dont know how much that person trust you...I guess, trust is a very serious issue...Haiz...I guess I have to trust that person more and not be so paranoid...and the things that is happening around me doesnt make things any better...Hope everything goes well...
And btw, the blog for my business venture with my cousin is still in the process of editing the skin...but the pics are up...so if its fully completed, I will put up the url...Will blog soon when I have the time...Ciaoz...
Posted by Butterfliez and Kissez at 10:53 PM